starting used on my business liao… but there’s still something in my head… (MY LOVE STORY…)
After this 2 months, I’m starting used on my business liao… Now I can almost handle all situation tat will happen… It’s a happy thing but also make me starts feeling lonely… No one can share this happiness wif me… Sumtime I almost wanna cry out but I can’t… All the unhappy thing suddenly all jumped out n confusing me…
It’s a real story happened on me be4… Last year March, I was still a boy who finding job n I went to MarryBrown in Jaya Jusco Metro Prima to interview… I found tat the manager of the fastfood restaurant quite pretty, but I din feel anything tat time (cause I’m not a guy tat will only love a gal thru her face)… After I worked for a periode, at September 2004, I noticed tat I had a crush on her… Not because of her face, but her concern n take-care of me…
Everything happened on 19 September 2004 (still very remember tat day…) … Tat day MarryBrown had an event in a primary school… I had to wear the costumes n pretend the Chipmunk to entertain those students… Unluckily it rained n I had fall asick… The next day I still haf to attend exam in school so I asked for left n she agreed… After I reached home she called me n ask for my situation… I noticed tat she reali concern on me n ask me to haf enuff rest for next day exam… Eventhough my mother also didn’t concern me as her, so I realli had a BIG CRUSH on her after this case… But I know it can’t change anything cause she’s a TWENTY ONE YEARS OLD GAL tat time…
Almost at November I found out tat she got a bf (she didn’t said be4, cause tat time she’s quarreling wif him…) … Reali make me disappointed, cause his bf only A VERY ORDINARY PERSON… Reali red eyes on him, can find a gf like her… After a few months, I decided to resign cause I reali cannot tahan to see her bf come to restaurant n sent her back everyday… (THE FEELING REALI HURT!!!)
It’s not my FIRST LOVE but it’s the first time I reali serious on love, until wanna tell her the truth n marry her…(REMEMBER : TAT TIME I’M ONLY 16 !!!) Haizzzzzzz… This is my 3rd love but the 2 be4 ending also almost same… STILL CONFUSING WHEN CAN I FOUND MY TRUE LOVE…… !!!!!!
